Ugh. I’m on new meds and they make me much slower than usual. It’s like I am moving at half speed sometimes. The will is there and the desire to actually do things is also there but I have to wait for these weird moments (and god knows when they will show up) to arrive and then do things as fast as I can. Then the inevitable slowdown arrives and it’s back to half speed again. It’s very annoying. But I’m not anxious or freaking out over every little thing or climbing the walls or spending money we don’t have. Or leaving town. So…I guess it’s what you can live with sometimes.

I just wish one of my quick little energy spurts would happen here soon.